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Songs for Leaving

by A.S. Coomer

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As we lay low Another of the gifted A stray feather flutter-step dancing Above the shifting snowpack Drifts down to join the snowmelt Another drop in the flow Downstream, the dream everchanging You’ll never wade out into the same river No one ever does Life a timelapse of the flood We count the hours by the silt rings Left on the sodden warping walls With each tick a lessening Recession gradual but never quite complete Nature’s song swells We bleed as we sing ✺ Those left behind Met at the haunt A flotilla of ghostships Circling a single, tired mooring We offered up our songs Words swirling skyward in cloudsmoke Raining down on brittle snowcrust Easing towards a lessening Erosion, sure, but welcome Against choking alluvium Our vice hardened hearts clotting With detritus, mangled branches & shorn shingles, mistakes & reckonings, Otters, coots, and mallards displaced Rain-soaked refugees wading Through muck and debris Seeking new, higher banks Just like the rest of us ✺ There are those that take advantage Use the roiling for dumping off Tires and garbage, old appliances & the lapped smooth stones of need You can find them on the bridges Shifty eyes scanning for witnesses Dropping what is bald and useless End over end ending in a splash wave Lost in the tumultuous brown churning The waters accept with indifference Burying under or carrying along Another abandoned verse of riversong
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When hope feels like the kink in the hose ‘cos what isn’t a garden after all? & the dilapidated walls of your heart Black and gettin’ blacker Give up the ghost & all things corporeal Sagging, all of it sagging Flow below the valley low The muddy water, grit in the teeth, stingers in the eyes Will be the least of the molehills-turned-mountains The range arranged in a range in a rage You’re able to appreciate as your problems Grapes unfit for anyone’s table wine & whine you must but rust crusts the busted backseat springs & there ain’t no room left upfront Behind the black patch Cracked blinds & misplaced time Great heaping sweeps as deep as the dreams of The Last Sleep You’re given the fence and a running start but find the sheep stygian & immune to “how high?” Pinky promises of “gettin’ by, by & large” in the cloven-footed future A goat’s head soup of potential failures Hoping against hope the sweet by-&-by’s more than this pigsty Just another place in time to whither, rot, & die slowly & just long enough for a Lott’s-Wife of a Last Look at the breadcrumb trail of tiny failures each glistening under the midnight sun glinting like broken geodes or splintered glass An eternal exhale of indecision
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Bullets pump from the chambers of our magnum hearts Lead and cordite course through our clotted veins Poisoned blood singing songs of annihilation Psalms of death Our love on sale in the gun case Thoughts & prayers scribbled illegibly on the receipt All sales final, no returns We told our children we’d do better That this would never happen again Not to us but here we are Toeing the line Nearing the cliff Falling Is there no bottom? Hear the spent rounds Clink against each other Ceaselessly tolling death knells Never-ending Hear the classroom doors locking In vain Hear the school chairs thrown away From the knee-high tables Panting fear huddled underneath Shaking Crying Helpless Feel the impact before you hear the blast When will the body count be high enough? Isn’t one too many? How much money will it take to save our children? When will our politicians stop voting with their wallets? How many more verses of this godawful song must we sing? ✺ Uvalde’s song slips into the stygian stream Quit your rowing, jettison the oars Give up bailing on the rising water It’s useless if we let this divide chasm If we don’t stop the darkness From flooding in We’re all going down with this ship
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Booksong 04:58
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See this poem is specific You have to know what faders are How they’re used, what it feels like To ease them forward, gliding with swells Swells in volume. I can’t just mute the tracks Of myself that I don’t like, that don’t fit, That are beautiful but not right for this session, This life, this season, this day, In the DAW I cut and mute, stack and overlap Focus on dynamics and feel and energy In life I stumbled around dumbfounded Either on mute or clipping Accompanying myself on a failed solo See this is a specific poem There are bits of me clipping The lights blinking yellow at first Then blipping into red & staying there And I can’t remedy the feedback Can’t squelch the piercing wail With sterilizing compression Can’t back off the mids or the highs Lord knows I’m beholden to these lows & there seems to be nothing gained From easing back on the gain I want to tell you I’m drowning Just with dignity and in a minor key See? This poem is specific But I think we all know The last resort For squelching the feedback is pulling the plug.
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Speak straight, walk crooked, lie if you have to but make sure it’s the whole truth & nothing but the truth so help you god, or whatever doesn’t offend you but still holds you accountable for the selfish, shameless acts of isolation, desperation and art you conjure up and carry out after a six-pack and a few hits (or worse, teetotal). Carry yourself erect despite your doggedness, it’s the most fluent, constant middle finger you can raise to gravity and its minions. I know you’re tired, I am too. Shit, even existence burns calories and energy doesn’t just grow, blossom and fall like golden and auburn leaves off burdened existential or cosmological trees. So make something, any-damn-thing. Take it from here, there and everywhere in between. Steal indiscriminately and make it yours. Slap it together as best you can. Don’t worry about where it came from or where you think it’s going. If you must, think of it as the maggots in their wounds. Them. Yes, them. The others, the can’t-make-can’t-do-can-only-shit-on-you’s. The ones not capable of turning on their own lights so they scrape up the backs of gentle giants, passive savants and you. The backbiters and bottom feeders, carrion scavenging on what they could never do, sure do love to talk and complicate what’s already laid plain, easy as you go; I’m simple simonizing the creative sermon, the battle hymn of the ever-creating republic and they still can’t get it. So, be the bonfire. Be the flat tire. Be the cat howling in the night, the creaking screen door that never would shut right. Be the infuriating squeak in just their left shoe. Be the damn after every god, the crack of the whip, the rainless clouds covering up the midday sun; Christ, be the laughing cardboard cylinder after the last of the toilet paper’s gone because even a little shit can make a big stink.
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Songs for Leaving is the latest collection of poems/songs from prolific writer and musician A.S. Coomer. “Be the damn after every God,” he advises, “. . . make a big stink.” Lots of great verbal pictography here, each piece distilled and presented in exact, precise language. Growing gardens of hope in the heart, and where else can we grow, after all, ache like bulb near bloom, hollowed out by a deeper need? With night blues looming over it all, as the televised sky screams the screech of bombs, as we viewers feign calm, numbed by numberless views of the same unfeeling broadcast, beholden to the lows by our spectation through thin hard glass walls of screens on our phones and computers, miles and miles of wires between us and the action, & here come the End Times, fa la la.

The audio release of SONGS FOR LEAVING contains all 25 poems of the collection coupled with instrumentation provided by A.S. Coomer. Paperback and ebook formats available from Gutter Snob Books.

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released November 25, 2022

Poems © A.S. Coomer 2022
Audio © A.S. Coomer 2022
Paperback & ebook available through Gutter Snob Books.

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A.S. Coomer Elizabethtown, Kentucky

Folk. Americana. Narratives. Ambient Instrumentals. Aubades. Nocturnes. Poetry. Rock & roll. Psychedelia. Alt- Country.

Five of my tunes were published by The Museum of Americana.

Rural Eminence Volumes One, Two, & Three are instrumental reflections of the rural life.

Songs for Leaving is a poetry/music fusion.

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